Also this.

So yeah, my life isn't great right now. I'll deal with it, just like I always do. I was pretty damn depressed over some things I read on another blog that someone I know owns, but I've decided that I won't give up what I'm trying to do and I'll give it another go. For at least the rest of the school year. And I'm not being melodramatic, the stuff I read would have been enough to have anyone in my position to commit suicide. Not that I will. But you know what they say "Time waits for none". Sorry, I just had to do that. But it's true. If time won't slow down for me to let me think, then I'll have to think faster and come up with solutions before its too late. Well that's enough for now. I will see (or rather type) you all later.